It has been a week of goodbyes, of sorrow, and of death. I look out the window as I drive and accidentally veer of the road as my mind wanders away. We let go of our dear friend Captain Bob this week. After a 3 year battle with dementia his body simply did not want to wake any longer, and we gave him permission to sleep and rest, because we felt that it was the "right" and "just" thing to do. Yet, this part of me aches and longs to save him, to bring him back, to resurrect him.